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Jesus Jockey Through Primordial Poison
Jesus Jockey Through Primordial Poison
oil on panel
12 x 12 x 1"
2018

The Procedure is Called Limited Containment by Maj Ragain

My wings are gone.
Blue 72 Buick Skylark

won’t fly me out of here.
Skylark laid its transmission
onto the frozen driveway today,
dying in a widening dark ruby
pool of ATF fluid.

Thirty nine dollars got

Skylark dragged away.

A woman buys me whiskey
and flannel lined pants

to keep my bones warm.
Her breath is acetylene.
It is still winter.

At the old Shields cemetery,
southeast of Olney,

a flowering patch of Dragon’s Blood
blankets the grave of a child,

every spring.

I saw this child once,

when I was six, as I was walking

home from Shields school,

past the cemetery.

She stood by the iron gate,

naked, thin as willow,

the color of lime water.

She covered her small breasts

with her hands.

She pleaded for something I couldn’t hear.

This is the voice

I have been listening for, all these years.

It is the voice this poem wants to speak with.
How to make a mouth under the Dragon’s Blood.



Maj Ragain. Burley One Dark Sucker Fired: Collected Poems. Working Lives Series, Bottom Dog Press: Huron, OH. 1998 p8

Jesus Jockey Through Primordial Poison was inspired by Maj Ragain’s poem, The Procedure is Called Limited Containment. I was moved by Maj's sensitivity to his son's conflict. I was captivated by Maj's dream and the message of horse racing. We all live by chance and the choices we make are a balancing act.
Read the recordings by Jason Ryan and Steven Heine and hear the slight changes in inflection and emphasis during their readings.