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What's This? Prequel
What's This? Prequel
oil on linen
60 x 79 x
2016

What's This~Prequel was painted in response to Maj Ragain's poem, Leda's Voice, Under Sky, Over Water and his opening lines: " I lie in the wreckage of my longing, which called him down to me./
What a gut punch I felt when I read those lines. What exactly did she long for? Divine coupling? I was compelled to reimagine the prequel of the narrative. Leda's is calm and the scene, aside from Zeus' outstretched and overtaking wings, is bucolic. Leda stares aimlessly, perhaps she feels a strange breeze behind her. Her calm composure is about to be destroyed.

Leda’ s Voice, Under Sky, Over Water
A Response Poem to Jessica Damen’s Painting
Leda and the Angry Swan

I lie in the wreckage of my longing
which called him down to me.
I remember myself before Zeus settled
over me, in the guise of a swan,
downy chest against my nipples.
That world is gone.

I have been opened, my thighs spread
by wings beating all around me,
churning my blood into fever.
I am slathered with his god seed,
planted on this tortoise shell bed,
pinned down by clawed feet on bare skin.
His wings, spread across the sky,
eclipse the sun beneath which all things are his
domain.
I was mine. Now, I am his.

I will scissor my hair to the scalp
so he will not desire me if he returns.
Hera, his wife, has found us.
He rises in anger at her meddling.
I am sore.
The milky way swims in my belly.
Wherever you go, my empty eye follows.

Maj Ragain Jan. 5, 2004